Sunday, January 23, 2011

Sometimes I ....

*feel really selfish.
*have mean thoughts.
*want to say to people "YEAH! I get it! You have a baby! BLECH!"
*feel bad for having those thoughts.
*laugh when people say they plan on getting pregnant.
*cry when it actually happens when they wanted it to.
*wonder if I'm always going to be like this or if it will get better.
*don't want to wake up because in my dreams I have a baby.
*get really mad when people who have children have a loss and they seem to forget that they still have another child.
*feel bad that I thought that, too.
*eat my emotions.

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